iluvafi

iluvafi @ 2007-01-29T11:06:00

2007-01-29T16:07:17Z

I'm trying to fight this thing called personality
Mine sucks

okay..

2007-01-23T16:53:35Z

Im learning chemistry today with Hen. Calcium carbonate
im going to have gas he says.
ilovehenrysura

tonights happenings

2007-01-11T04:46:46Z

we skated down the beach & then set pics of an ex, on fire by home depot
but now I hate myself bc of it, after doing that i got this horrible feeling in me & i hate this feeling... I love him so much more than burnt pictures boy, but I dont know how to tell him that.
I was young, I made a mistake. What I thought was love back then was all a big deception & I stupidly fell for it.
The saying the past comes back to haunt you really is true bc its hurting me now,horribly, when I was the happiest I've ever been. Thats over.
& it ended w the pity kiss on the cheek.

iluvafi @ 2006-12-19T00:31:00

2006-12-19T05:35:42Z

he confuses me by blowing me off, then saying <3
tj.gay.
christmas shopping not done
school is so so.
NJ is possibly off
im happy none the less

iluvafi @ 2006-12-15T00:10:00

2006-12-15T05:16:57Z

blahblahblah i need to update this thing, tomm, too tired for this tonight

iluvafi @ 2006-12-03T20:50:00

2006-12-04T01:50:22Z

i thought i got fired tonight, but i didnt
my manager went off on how 20 people a day come in for a job, & im just always talking.give me a damn break phillips. i get payed next to nothing while you walk around fat and happy for $25 an hour, yeah id take my job a little more serious too if i got paid that decent.
& i forgot to call the lady from first coast medical like i was supposed to. i just keep blowing chances of suceeding.
im thinking of a major change from dentistry,maybe back to the whole hair styling thing again. im so confused what to do.
My cars almost fixed! It needs a realighnment & paint job, before i drive it.Ill be driving more careflly from now on, & with no boys in it.

iluvafi @ 2006-11-24T01:58:00

2006-11-24T06:58:38Z

Turkey Day was delectable! First i went walking w my brother around 9 & then like me & 20 family members went to this fancy resturant & we spent $700 on food that tasted like crap.
But i got to dress up like a 50's mom!
I really dont like it here in New Orleans, my cousins bf called me gothic i was like umm ok. Everyone is so weird. & my whole family on my moms side is obsessed w drama, & its really annoying, i cannot wait to get home!
Plans include making up the formal i missed w henry & his friends & celebrating our 2 months, since im going to miss it being here.

Oh yeah & major for FCCJ : Pre-Dentistry

iluvafi @ 2006-11-10T00:03:00

2006-11-10T05:03:04Z

progress reports came out & mine are the best ever!!

almost straight B's except for 2, which should be soon.

Pretty much my life is school, well School bus then to school..

In a sort of stupid dumb way im thankful i wrecked, my grades have improved bc all i do is study in the library & i have no ways of skipping.Ive learned who my REAL friends are, & bc i bum rides off everyone, i havent spent a dime since the accident & i checked the bank this morning & ive never seen this many G's!!

finally...

2006-10-25T04:21:37Z

http://i58.photobucket.com/albums/g279/blacktaxi2d/untitled.jpg

iluvafi @ 2006-10-16T01:46:00

2006-10-16T05:47:03Z

thinking of getting rid of my new-er tattoo.
it is nice, & it does describe the way i am now but
1)i think in some situations the best way to prove something true-to-heart, is without anyone knowing, except yourself.
2)i dont do any drugs or alcohol..blah blah blah but i am NOT "edge"i dont care to be
Big waste of time & money.
Tonight he said i complete his heart?
i like him like too much for 3 weeks, my days have been perfect w him but i have that feeling that comes everytime everythings good, the one where you know your at the highest point & you know the only way to go now is down..so im frantically trying to find something a little wrong so this will all stay right.
tj came back to school,finally but i really need sleep now

iluvafi @ 2006-10-04T11:12:00

2006-10-04T15:25:09Z

all i wanted to do today was come home & study,stupid bitch.

iluvafi @ 2006-10-02T21:19:00

2006-10-03T01:27:54Z

me and Henry went and got my oil changed today, then he took me out to eat, then i had to go to work..
i havent liked someone this much since..like 2 years ago.

TONIGHT

2006-09-28T02:55:42Z

he surprised me again, with his adorable soasin shirt i love,
we were going to have our "first kiss" but then he missed my lips & kissed my nose?!
& me being a stuckup jerk said "you kissed my nose, stupid".
I feel reallly bad, & its all i can think about right now, so i had to write it...
im not going to be able to sleep tonight.

iluvafi @ 2006-09-25T22:53:00

2006-09-26T02:55:00Z

i will remember this as the best night of my life so far.
Ive never happily cryed so much...

iluvafi @ 2006-09-23T22:44:00

2006-09-24T03:02:32Z

look what me & you have become

i think this is where i want to be.

iluvafi @ 2006-09-13T23:35:00

2006-09-14T03:45:02Z

i get to stay.
today was usual
went to school,paid attention for once, then found out i was failing alg : /
chilled w korey then went home & my new adhd medicine got the best of me & i slept for like 5 hours, then went to the mall w amanda.
yesterdays visit to the doctors scared me enough, so im done doing anything illegal as of..tomm.
Time to grow up & get over that, im done w that phase for good, i hope.
time to study & make good choices

iluvafi @ 2006-09-06T12:28:00

2006-09-06T16:35:14Z

"your 18,im sweeping u under the rug & forgetting you Dana"
i brought some friends over today & she flipped & told me you dont "hang out" anymore at 18..
i have to pack & leave, shes threatened this for so long & now she really can..i just didnt think it would be the 3rd day i was 18
i went & got boxes, & i guess my residence is ericas for a while until i can find someone to move in an apartment w but noones old enough.
it sucks when the person you thought u loved the most deserts you.

iluvafi @ 2006-08-30T23:21:00

2006-08-31T03:25:02Z

i need a senior quote...by tomm
so my moms online finding a success quote for ME haha
talk about failure.

iluvafi @ 2006-08-25T23:55:00

2006-08-26T04:05:53Z

I got some dunkin doughnuts this morning & then hung out w tj, bc he couldnt work in the rain.
Hes drunk right now & cant talk, how is it everyone i know & care about seems to be turning into basic alcoholics.
My best friend got a gf so now he cant find time to call me.
im supposed to be leaving on Mon for Louisiana w my mom
& im getting braces lol invisible ones of course.

2-Day

2006-08-24T22:30:53Z

That was one big waste of time
Hes so over me,its not even funny
& his new habits outright worry me, i wish i didnt care.

i got my teeth cleaned tho : )

iluvafi @ 2006-08-23T15:08:00

2006-08-23T19:15:34Z

i joined the gym today after i dropped my friends off lol im so excited!
i love school, well the like 4 classes i have, there challenging.
i love my job, i got promoted
i really wish my hair would grow longer
&& im 18 in 11 days!

iluvafi @ 2006-08-21T22:29:00

2006-08-22T02:35:22Z

this livejournal is confusing
i need to talk about something but i cant on here lol
i think i might like him a little bit again..o god no, no nvm
i HAVE to get his face out of my head, where did this come from?!
He was wayyyy long ago & i hurt him bc i was stupid
yea im done, he doesnt like me,so i dont like him, friends are fine
i told him i wanted his job, its tempting bc it probably makes good money lol

iluvafi @ 2006-08-16T23:47:00

2006-08-17T03:52:33Z

where am i going & what am i doing
i really have no clue right now,
i dont want to grow up..
Im feeling so lost
& im thinking my dads taking my car away bc i cant pay the insurance : /
it sucks

iluvafi @ 2006-08-07T21:21:00

2006-08-08T01:23:18Z

distance & school got the best of both of us
its over.
FUCK

& school sucked,i HATE the few classes i have.

iluvafi @ 2006-08-05T03:01:00

2006-08-05T07:10:53Z

I hung out w seth today/yesterday & it was amazing
He's like my gay best buddy,except..not gay
i dont really understand it,but idc he gets girl pants on sale at target,while i shop for shoes, then we stroll happily together to sallys to get hair stuff